I’m looking for lipstick the shade, exact match of my mimi’s lips, whose color never faded from illness, from age. At the end, still peach, still full, still sweet as summer fruit.
Donna Hilbert was born in Grandfield, Oklahoma near the Oklahoma-Texas border, but has spent most of her life in Southern California. She is a graduate of California State University, Long Beach, with a B.A. in Political Science, and from Phillips Graduate Institute, with an M.A. in Marriage and Family Therapy. Her most books include Enormous Blue Umbrella, Moon Tide Press, 2025, Threnody, Moon Tide Press, 2022, and Gravity: New & Selected Poems, Tebot Bach, 2018. She won the Staple First Edition writing award resulting in the publication in England of the short story collection, Women who Make Money and the Men Who Love Them. Her work is the subject of the short film Grief Becomes Me, by director Christine Fugate, which was shown as a work-in-progress at the Kentucky Women Writers Conference and is included in Grief Becomes Me: A Love Story, the documentary about her life and work. She writes and teaches private workshops in Long Beach, California, where she makes her home.
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My grandmother didn’t die of a stroke when I was in college, no, no, no, she rose up out of her wheelchair & danced the hora with the nurses, then came home to us & cooked enough matzoh ball soup for an army & forty years later, we’re still eating that soup for supper, then raising hands in the air in praise & later, after she sings me to sleep with a Yiddish song or two, I dream of her salt & pepper hair blowing & glowing in April light, her eyes squinting to raisins but when I wake it’s always raining & she’s not here, not anywhere but in the photo on my desk & all that soup we’ve been consuming is the ever salty broth of sorrow.
Lana Hechtman Ayers is a former coffee-obsessive whose favorite color is the swirl of van Gogh’s The Starry Night. She has shepherded over 150 poetry collections into print in her role as managing editor for three small presses. Sky Over (Fernwood Press, 2026) is her most recent chapbook and A Hole in the Night is forthcoming from Blue Light Press. She has poems appearing in journals such as The London Reader, Peregrine, Anti-Heroin Chic, Bluebird Word, One Art, Quill & Parchment, and Exterminating Angel Press. She lives in Oregon with her beloved husband and fur babies on the unceded lands of the Yaqo’n people. On clear, quiet nights she can hear the Pacific ocean whispering to the moon. Visit her online at LanaAyers.com
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C.W. Emerson is author of the poetry collections Luminous Body, Glittering Ash (World Enough Writers, 2026) and Danger Face, winner of Wayfarer Books’ 2024 Homebound Publications Poetry Prize. He has received numerous international honors, including as winner of two prizes from Poetry International: the C.P. Cavafy Poetry Prize (2018) and co-winner of the 2023-24 Summer Chapbook competition. Emerson’s poetry and literary criticism have appeared in such places as Harvard Review, Oxford University Press, Greensboro Review, Tupelo Quarterly and others. He is the author of a chapbook, Off Coldwater Canyon (The Poetry Box, 2021) and the prize-winning portfolio, The Thoracic Diaries, forthcoming from Poetry International.